perhaps?

This past Saturday I met a potential employer. It is a part-time nanny job that would be ideal in hours, location and expectations. I was the first person they interviewed and the job is for September. I hope I hear from them soon but I have a feeling they will take their time getting back to me. I really want this job and I have a terrible feeling I won’t be offered it. They were very sweet and seemed down to Earth. I really enjoyed them. Plus, their neighborhood is amazing. Beautiful blocks, tons of shopping, a park very close, etc.

I needed a pedicure very badly. After my interview I wandered into a nail salon and had the best pedicure I have ever had. It was relaxing and well worth the price.

James has sent me numerous text messages and has tried calling me as well. He has not left any voicemails but his text messages are mean, disgusting, and hateful. He actually sent one that said he wished he’d never met me. I am not sad. I’m not crying. I am not even angry. I’m disgusted. I have ignored his calls and texts. He is out of my life. I never want to see or hear from him again. He obviously doesn’t know how to be a friend or a boyfriend.

Derek has been really helpful in keeping me distracted without even knowing it. He is very good about text conversations, calling, and face book messaging me daily. He keeps my mind moving and he knows exactly how to make me smile. I am waiting for him to stop all the sudden…he usually does that. Right now, it’s excellent. I’m just enjoying him and not worrying about the future. We are seeing each other Friday night and I cannot wait for this week to be over! I just want to get to him and give him a hug and kiss. He is great at snuggling so that’s a bonus too.

I feel like every aspect of my life is changing. I am okay with this. I am handling life the best I can right now. I’m not nearly as stressed as I expected to be. Is this a new me perhaps?