Needed to get this out

I wrote a really long entry a few days ago…I lost it. Maybe it is on my netbook.

Valentine’s Day was excellent. James was perfect for me. I needed that weekend to be perfect. We didn’t exchange gifts or anything, just spent time together. My parent’s were away but we spent a while with my grandmother. She loves James and his dog so it was really sweet to see. She was very happy.

Went on vacation Sunday mid-day till Wednesday night with the family I work for. We had a good time. They have a time share upstate so we went skiing and such. The kids enjoyed most of the trip. The baby loved everything about it! It was a lot of work for me but a good time. The time share is theirs till Sunday morning so James and I are going tonight and tomorrow. I’m excited about it. We might sneak the dog in but I’d rather not chance it. We will decide later today.

I had a yearly appointment with my gyno 2weeks ago. My pap is abnormal and they are really concerned based on the results. Apparently they think I have pre-cancerous cells. They want to do a colposcopy and cervical biopsy soon. I am schedule for a month from today. Very nervous.

I have a friend who is 39weeks pregnant. She is having her second son. The doctors are "almost positive" he has Down Syndrome. She and her husband are religious and spiritual and just praying he is healthy even with Downs. They are accepting of a disability but don’t want him in pain or suffering in anyway. They are praying for no heart defect (common with DS). I am nervous for them. They are young, they have had a rocky marriage the first year or so, they have a 2yr old son who is strong and healthy etc. It’s a lot to take on at 26yrs old and still trying to adjust to life outside of the military. Her husband is done with the Marines and now works with a police force (not sure on his title/job). I am just praying for them and sending them warm thoughts/wishes.

Today is a busy day…cleaning for Shabbos. I need the house clean for their guests. Off I go!