just a little bit of this and that

I’m sure I’m going to skip around a lot in this entry but I doubt any of my readers expect anything less from me.

My doctor said everything was precancerous so I’m going to be re-checked in a few months and they will go from there. More abnormal cells and changes means removal of such cells. Hopefully they stay the same or there are less cells.

I had a terrible stomach virus this past week. It was a really rough few hours and it made me beyond tired for a few days afterwards. I hate vomiting.

James and I have been doing really well. He is opening up emotionally. I’m seeing wonderful growth with him and I love every second of it. We have argued a bit lately but nothing serious and it isn’t yelling or mean. It’s discussions and compromising as healthy arguing should be.

Graduate schools are sending their rejections. I have one more left to hear from. I expect a rejection soon. My boss has a plan for the fall if I am not in graduate school, I am not sure I can handle his plan although I appreciate it.

I love my job but have been feeling ready to move on. I want more growth and freedom. It’s hard because I really love them all.

Easter was really nice. I was home Friday till today (Monday). I am usually home 24hrs. This was a great change. I got home Friday night, ate and went to bed at my parents’ house. I was sick Thursday night/Friday morning so I needed the sleep. I spent Saturday morning with my father and Saturday afternoon with Lisa. Dad and I did errands and Lisa and I went to the mall. I ate dinner at my aunt and uncle’s house then went to James’ house. We watched movies and went to bed quite late after everything was done. We slept in a bit and cuddled till I had to shower and go to Easter with my family. We went to a 2pm meal…10 of us. It was really nice and I enjoyed it. After we got home, everyone went their separate ways, I went to James’ house again. We had another great night and we snuggled all morning till I had to catch my train at 1:45 today. It was a really great long weekend.

My favorite nanny, my only “true” friend here has left. Friday was her last day. I made her a photo album of the littlest ones we watch and I wrote some memories down for her. She left because she moved, her sister took over her job. I’m going to miss her and her personality. It’s tough. Many of the nannies I was comfortable with have left over the winter. I feel like there are very few of the original group left. A bunch of us started within 6 months of each other and most of them are gone. I’m lucky to have a good family but most are abused mentally.

I am ending this here, I need to get into pajamas and make a to-do list for the week. Plus I want to call James before bed.