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This weekend I was off Thursday night through Sunday night. Man…very eventful and blurry.

~Thursday night I saw Brett. He has been trying to abstain from sex…since July or so. Well he failed miserably. I was happy though.

~Friday morning I took the GREs (Graduate record exams). I didn’t do as well as I was hoping but I did better than the girls walking out with me (almost 200points better). I still wish my score was higher…hopefully my essays went well. Friday afternoon was calm and quiet at home with my father. Friday night I went out for drinks and appetizers with my friend Erin. She is home from England. That was excellent! Loved seeing her.

~Saturday I went with Lisa to Six Flags in NJ. It was cloudy so a lot of people stayed home. That meant short lines for us. We went on every ride that appealed to us at least two times. Some three. We really had a great day there. We left at dinnertime and came home to shower and change. We headed out to the bars in costume. I was the mad hatter (of course a sexy one) and Lisa was a French maid. We went to one bar and saw some old friends from my high-school…we go out of there pretty quick. I was not in the mood to see those people and get stuck in conversation. We then went to a bar where I am friends with the owners. Of course, free shots of multiple liquors including tequila made me a drunken mess. I blacked out but true to my nature fooled everyone into thinking I was basically sober. What I do remember:

~shot in one hand, mixed drink in the other almost all night.

~Meeting a few really sweet guys

~the owner’s boyfriend (mid-50’s) trying to go down on me in his office

~seeing my good friend Marie

~thinking the guy I was talking to was cute but his friend was cuter.

~being introduced to a cat named Oliver

~waking up in a bed next to the guy Mike.

~having sex with him

~trying to call my designated driver…asking him where she was

~finding out she left us at the bar and went with his friend

~finding out his friend was home…she apparently brought him back and left him at a different bar because he tried to grope her and she has a boyfriend.

~showered repeatedly during the night

I think that’s about it. Really rough night but a ton of fun with Mike. His friend, Dan seems really cool too. They both text me today and I face booked them. I am totally into seeing them again but I’m not sure how that is all going to go. We will see.

~Sunday I made myself puke as everyone always says you should to feel better…bad plan for me. I couldn’t keep anything down ALL day. I ended up drinking a little water about 9pm and keeping it down. Terrible day. Tequila or large quantities of liquor killed me. Probably both…vodka is where I need to stay!

~Also was hearing from James last week. He wanted to spend time with me then he admitted he was also sleeping with his other ex. I decided not to see him. He was pissed…haven’t heard from him since Friday because I said no to him. I am not in the mood to be used by him.

~Time to go climb in bed and relax. Tired from the weekend. I worked all day as usual today and now I need to just eat Oreos and relax.

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November 3, 2009

A night of partying and waking up next to a person you didn’t know the day before and having sex with them is such an unknown world to me. I’m not judging it – it is just so fascinating to me because it is so far from anything I have ever done!