what i really meant to say

i feel more confident after our time together today. he told me things that every girl is supposed to want to hear. i was flattered, of ocurse, by what he said, but it makes me wonder how much goes unsaid. regardless, he asked for some fantasies of mine, emailed to him, so that he could try to create them for me. but i don’t really have any ideas on fantasies. the only things i can think of are things that are most likely to be uncomfortable. like in the woods, in the water, or someplace we just couldn’t do anything like a front lawn, a meadow in the day time (one of my favorites), behind a counter with people on the other side..  but i dunno. i’m gonna smoke some, think about it, possibly rite some shit down loose leaf style, then prolly pass out.

exciting times, eh?

~debbi