the aurin

i just came back from spectrum and i still have that damn book of lists to do but eh. i’ll get to it. kay is trying to let kris let her stay here this weekend but i have a feeling it’s futile. why? she never let’s kay do anything anymore.

but anyway, tonight was incredibly uplifting which is something i kinda needed. calvin and antoine really made it for me. antoine is super sweet and if me and sean weren’t already going to prom, i think i would’ve taken him up on his offer. nonetheless, i’ll save him a dance or two. but still, i got mass attention tonite from my friends and it made me happie! eric was kinda creepy again, but not super clingy like that one night. and rob still cheats at wrestling by tickling. i’m gonna have greg write out some rules and punishments for him and sign it. *hehe*

calvin and chris were just themselves but they kept flipping up my hair and when i would turn around to tell calvin off he’d always have to get chris’ attention. it’s so cute. and justin was back tonite. i’m glad he wasn’t sick again. it really wasn’t as fun last week without him. then, when i left, me and antoine were shoving each other and messin and like ‘what? what?’ but i decided that i was ready to go bc i still had to stop and get soda for kitty on the way home so i was like ‘you kno what? you kno what bitch!? *kisses his cheek* nite toine.’

then, rite when i got to my car, calvin comes up outa nowhere saying ‘you was talkin shit bout me debbi, nuh uh!’ so we’re all squaring off and he yells for toine and i look over and see toine running over and i get grabbed by both of them. how unfair! but when toine backed away i jumped for calvin and he was like ‘shit!’ and ran and we yelled across the lot at each other. then, as i FINALLY getting in my car, justin and chris start yelling to me and i’m all ‘ahhh’ so yea. no throat for me.

nk. i still have the lists. now i’m just stalling. and i still have this headache. i’ve had it for three days and it will not go away, i for real do not know what to do. jessica suggested going into a completely dark room and sleeping it off. thing is, i’m too busy to sleep anything off.

dammit. now i want alcohol. well, a drunken list project is always more amusing then a sober one, right?

right.

~lenore