… what messy room….

That is what I have been trying to do for over a month now and it seems that this cold has no intention of leaving my body any time soon…. ugh! There is nothing that I do that seems to make me feel better. I don’t have a fever but my throat is on and off sore, I am super congested and I can’t stop coughing. I am losing my voice, I am non-stop blowing my nose…. *cough cough cough cough* I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. According to my ticker I have 18 days and 20 hours until I am in North Carolina with Chris and I really DON’T want to be sick when I am there.

So I went out and got some soup, Chammomile tea, tissues, medicine and I am going to war with this cold now. I am going to be better in the next 18 days, I mean, I have been sick for about 40 days already, I’m over it! *kicks cold germs*

I am currently cleaning my room… again. I have a mountain of dirty clothes that need to be washed which sucks seeing as how my washing machine is broken. I am finally getting some of my bills paid off, I made up a book to keep track and I am going to try and pay everything off before Chris and I move in together… we will see. I found my coupon organizer so I can start clipping coupons again. I also applied to Rowan. Its a school up here in Jersey so I really have no desire to go there but I wanted to have as many of my bases covered as possible. I just wish that I didn’t have to spend $50 on an application fee to a school that I have no real desire to go to. I mean, if I don’t get accepted to a university in North Carolina then I will go to Rowan (if I get accepted) and keep dealing with this horrible distance from Chris for *sigh* 2 more years.

But that is the worst case senario and I just got a letter saying that I made the Dean’s List for CCC for my last semester so I hope that I can get accepted to all 3 univesities that I apply to and then I can just pick where I want to go, though I already know where that is.

Ok… guess I should stop procrastinating about the cleaning of my room. It was a nice break… but back to work.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life