Used To Be
Once upon a time, we were so in love
you were my light, my angel from above
we were inseperable, do anything for just one moment
to feel your arms around me, protecting me from the world
we were so happy, I couldn’t think of a better man
but then things began to change
I want to go back to how we used to be
we started to lose our connection
our love losing its light
and I could see our hearts pulling away
but I didn’t want to give up
I just wanted you to love me
but despite all I did
I could still feel our love fading away
I just wanted it to stay just how it used to be
and then our fights pushed us beyond our breaking points
such heated words we exchanged
and I know we never meant it
because I was so in love with you
you, the only reason I was alive
but I felt like I wasn’t enough
we pushed each other so far
and I gave up wishing for how it used to be
I tried to live apart from you
move on and find someone new
but no matter how much I tried
you never left my mind or my heart
and I knew that it was you, my true love
I came back to you, to make everything work
but you told me it would never be like we used to be
and my heart shattered into millions of pieces
broken and destroyed, I am just damaged goods
how I miss your touch, the feel of your heart
I miss your kiss and the taste of your lips
my hand is now empty as I walk forever alone
forced to go on without you
to cry myself to sleep
look at my empty finger were the ring used to be
my love for you will go on always and forever
my tears belong to you, my love
and I will never give up the hope of us
even as my heart dies more each day
I survive on the memories of our love
once so pure and true
and even as I feel myself fading away
I will always have hope
that we will go back to how we used to be
I just want to go back
to how we used to be
cant wait for your simite 🙂 and thanks for stickign up for me… i dont understand why all the hate lol alwell f@3k em
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I just came across your diary this evening. I love the layout of your diary. And this entry was tragically beautiful. Brought tears to my eyes. If we could only turn back time…
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awwwww…i wish i could help. feel better 🙂 Ela
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i just found your diary, and i read this entry and cried. no one ever said anything so true, and you just described all the things of my one true relationship that i just wish would wash away. part of me loves this entry, and part of me is trying not to hate it… it hurts. im sorry you know this feeling. x
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im glad youre feeling better x i added you to aim as well. maybe we can talk soon. take care of yourself. and yes shazar is wonderful 😀
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