Turn Away From the One Who Doesn’t Belong

Pass on by and pretend you don’t see

turn away from these cuts on my arm

ignore these tears that fall from my eyes

this pain I feel is not real

I am not real

just a fabrication

an illusion

lost in a world empty

on streets where I do not belong

trapped in a prison

just leave me here alone

your gaze is piercing through my heart

even though you cannot really see

you are just looking through me

covering my eyes

and screaming at no one

just keep walking on

I am not here in front of you

I am not screaming for help

I am imaginary

let me trespass across this broken reality

until I find where it is I belong

where do I belong?

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March 4, 2006

you belong whereever you find happiness

=)

March 4, 2006

The word fabrication is heavy with archetypes and meaning. Artificial, insubstantial, disingenuous. Show me how you are that in a poem and I will be happier.

March 4, 2006

Everyone faces that question, well, those who look deeply at themselves anyway. My own life is like that, not entirely having a place where I feel “complete,” always drifting into another space, be it physical/ mental/ emotional. But you are not only an illusion, you are tangible, you have a voice, you have power… don’t silence your discontent. Use it as a weapon to seek out where you DO belong.

March 6, 2006

I know how you feel, everyone belongs somewhere, you’ll find your place *FallenAngel89*

NFG
March 6, 2006

*gasp!* You have managed to do it again! You know from your other poem at the end where it said, ” I want you to be the guy who puts me in bed after Ive had a little to much to drink…” I had that as my msn name and people loved it! They asked me where I got it and I said this girl that I met on OD writes alot of beautifully written poems, and thats where I got it. : ) MUCH love, Tara

March 7, 2006

couldn’t say it better myself

March 7, 2006

Hey it’s me Allistera7x. Yeah, I got another diary, once again, lol.

March 8, 2006

where are you? I’m quite worried, but I feel and know you are safe. As you knew of me…however now I know how you felt…my soul is there and I know you can feel it watching.

March 14, 2006

hi, I miss you.

hi im a self harmer and i kno how you feel i still dont know who i am where i belong please add me on msn wilcox6@hotmail.com

Soemtimes I feel that way too.