today there is much to do

Its been a while since I last wrote. Its been a busy weekend and it hasn’t been. We bought the rest of our entertainment center in and the picture frame that I ordered so that took up some of the weekend. Chris had a lot of school work to do as well so that took up most of Sunday. I started playing Kingdom Hearts II again since I never finished it before.

*sigh* It seems that my wonderful time of the month greeted me again and I am still not pregnant. I am trying to not let myself get discouraged but I find it harder and harder each month as I find myself still not pregnant. I won’t give up hope, no matter how upsetting it may be to have my period…. again! UGH!

And of course my cramps were horrible on Saturday morning, I woke up in such pain I thought that my uterus was trying to escape my body. It was awful! And poor Chris was trying so hard to make me feel better but it was no use. He went to the store to get some ThermaCare and when he came back he had flowers too! Ahhh I love my hubby, the most romantic guy I know!

I have a dr. appt today and I know they are going to tell me how my cholesterol is high. BAH! So I already started eating oatmeal for breakfast everyday. I need to get back into the exercising and I also started eating salad for lunch everyday. I have to cut out the ice cream, soda, pizza… so sad, but maybe having a healthier body will help me become pregnant and it will also give more power to my spells and rituals, because I know having high cholestorol is hurting my chakra which is only hurting my magicks. And I want to perform ritual come Samhain and in order to do so I need a much more balanced chakra.

A have much work cut out for me. I should start my day.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life