the truth about love…

Love… Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’, or ‘how very perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain

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February 20, 2007

love hurts. even though we can not live without it.

February 20, 2007

I’m violent and lonely

February 20, 2007

i am so tired of love :[ ♥

February 20, 2007

ryn: i have no freaking idea who was calling me at 4 in the morining..

February 20, 2007

ryn: yeah, i’m happy, i just hate not being with my mom, she’s not really happy i decided to leave. hopefully the time will go by fast! šŸ™‚ yeah… you have a completely perfect description of love… it sucks. but hey, that’s just the bad part. when it’s mutual, it’s nice (i’ve heard)

February 21, 2007

love sucks! yep. i am always here for you aswell hunni xD i love you though (in a non-painful way xD) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox <3

February 21, 2007

i feel beyond that, i was talking to my friend willy about that last night. i don’t believe in love anymore, i have no reason to at theis moment, i have finally realized that i won’t ever get to be happy, and i’ve kind of excepted that, i’m just trying to move on…♥

love hurts…like a bitch. love the icons on the front page by the way

February 22, 2007

Well I would have to agree with what you are saying, but look behind the meaning. Love is something that you have to cherish, not something to take litely. Sure there will be people out there who will say what you want to hear, but that don’t mean that you should give up. Stay the course, finish what you started. Do what you wan’t to do and not what others want you to do. Search deep inside.

February 24, 2007

i agree i read into things way too much. it drives me nuts!!