Thank you so much!!!!!

I was going to write to each one of you… but before I did that I just wanted to write you all an entry. My last entry got so many great notes.. and I just wanted to thank you all for being there for me. All the advice and support and kind words. It made me feel so much better… you all have no idea!

So THANK YOU SO MUCH I don’t know what I would do without all of you… especially my favs! You always say the right thing that just picks me up and makes me feel so much better.

update…

Well I went to Nina’s party. Lets just say.. DRAMA! Nina got so upset because Jon (her bf) couldn’t come since he walked out to a flat tire. For some reason her friend Andrea got into a screaming match with Jon over the phone. And Freddy… lets just say that I can’t stand him. He is really immature and annoying. He isn’t respectful and would like to think of himself as gift to women… but he is really ugly… atleast to me and I don’t like to call people out like that since I don’t see myself as the great looking person either but he is just so odd and he doesn’t know how to act like an adult. He is just an asshole. And he becomes even more of an asshole when he is drunk. And oh… bonus Freddy and Andrea and ex bf/gf and Andrea is still madly in love with Freddy and he is obsessed with some girl who lives in Cape May who doesn’t really like him. So he and Andrea fight CONSTANTLY and it drives everyone else crazy. So now… put both of them together drunk? Hahaha..

And.. Freddy turns into an even bigger asshole when he is drunk… which I didn’t think was possible but it is. Freddy spilled beer all over Nina head, started fighting with me, threw cake at Andrea and Nina, threw change at them… and started talking shit. I really can’t stand him when he is sober so I just wanted to kill him most of the night but Nina’s brother took care of that for me… he shot him in the foot (bare foot at that) with a pellet gun and then again in the hand… I thought it was hilarious.

So short of Freddy and then Freddy and Andrea drama I had a fun time.

Chris and I did talk about everything and we are good now. It was just a rough patch… and yeah I am still upset about V-day but that is just the way of life for an Army girlfriend and I know that… so *deep breath* I’m letting it go. I guess my emotions are all a wreck from stress and missing him so much.

But… I wanted to leave you all with a pic of me going to Nina’s party. Excuse the mess that is my sister’s room.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life