so long and the weekend

I hadn’t realized how long it had been since my last post. So sorry about that. I was preparing for my Valentine’s Day present. Geoff booked reservations at a romantic hotel called the Feather Nest Inn. It was a beautiful time. I managed to find some money so I could by Geoff some Valentine’s Day gifts. I bought him a soft teddy bear. He has trouble sleeping at night someimtes so I bought him the bear to help him sleep when he is home alone. I also bought him a card and some candles. On Friday Geoff and I went to South Street to buy some candles and such. The room we were staying in came with a hot tub and I had never been in one. We packed after I got back from school on Saturday since check in was at 4pm.

It was the most perfect romantic weekend I have ever had. Candles, chocolate, hot tubs, a whole night with Geoff, to wake up to Geoff in the morning. It was beautiful as was his gift. He spent the last couple of weeks writing me a letter just for this weekend. We were watching a movie in bed and he grabs the letter and a mixed CD. On the label of the it said to play the CD while I was reading the letter. It was so beautiful, it spoke of how much he loved me and how much our being together has changed his life even though it hasn’t been more then 3 months. It was the most romantic, heartfelt thing I have ever read. As soon as I finished reading it I hugged him. I told him that I loved him with all my heart and that he is the most important person in my whole life. We were both crying and just lay there in bed together and held each other. It was amazing. I have never felt as loved as I did at that moment. The whole weekend was perfect, and it was sad to leave this morning at 11am and return to life as usual.

Since I have been home Geoff and I played a game for a couple hours and then he fell asleep so back into the normal swing of things I guess.

Hmmm. . . other things.

My best friend David, who lives in  Texas in thinking about moving up here which would be just amazing. I am not going to get into the whole story of him and me, but I will some other time. I hope that everything works out and he is able to move here. That would be great. I think it would be great for him to move here, away from the shit that he has to deal with.

School again tomorrow, but thankfully there is no work so I will be able to maybe write some poetry, do some homework, talk to some people.

Things with my father have been better. On the weekend of the snow he and Geoff had a conversation about me. He said that he was going to go easier on me and him. That he was only concerned about me, but that he wants me to be happy. So as long as Geoff is treating me well then he will back off some. Only time will tell how true this is, but I am not going to complain I will take what I can get.

Now that tis weekend is over, Geoff and I can start saving money so we can move out although I don’t think it is going to happen anytime soon. I need a better job. I need to finish college. Slow going though, but I keep on struggling forward as usual.

Guess that is all I have to write for now. More later.

byes