so i am attempting to come back

Please excuse the state of this entry… I am using a phone to write it. I will fix it when I have the use of an actual computer. So my life has turned upsidedown in the past month… Rob didn`t work out, but I am with this guy named Andrew. There is so much that I have to say about him but that is for another entry. The main reason that 8 haven`t been on recently is because my grandmother… well technically my step grandmother… passed away.

I have been trying to deal with everything that has been going on and I know that if I start writing about that, well I will have to actually think about it and I have been trying not to. I am not ready to really deal with the loss of Jane.

My holidays were good considering. I got a flute for Christmas which I am very happy about. I took pictures which I will try to post at some point. I guess this is a good start for my return… hell I miss OD with a passion!!