sleep please

Sleep has been impossible for me since I left North Carolina. I keep having these really weird dreams and when I wake up from them I have a horrible time falling back asleep. I woke up last night from yet another really weird dream that I don’t remember and I am getting so drained. I want to sleep through the night…. and I have a feeling that its going to suck if I don’t get some decent sleep for the next 51 days. 51 horrible long lonely days…..

I think that I am going to start going through things that are packed away this weekend. I want to try to keep on top of things as best I can. Atleast Nina and Ashley are getting me out of the house this weekend. I have to start getting boxes for everything. I need to stay on top of it so I don’t get swamped. I know how stressful moving can be and I don’t want it to be a fight between Chris and I… I want it to be a positive experience because I know that Chris is worried about my moving down there. I know that things will be so much better once I get down there…. and every night that I sit here and type is one night closer to Chris and I living together.

 

 


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May 2, 2008

try some hot tea or tylenol has slimply sleep pills no pain killers and they are none addictive.. I think you are just anxious,

May 2, 2008

Yay we don’t want you going 51 days without sleep!

May 3, 2008

Yea I completely understand about moving. I moved all mine and my kids stuff from Maryland to New York. Boy that was a time and a half…Good luck!

May 4, 2008

moving is stressful, im sick of helping people do it all the time. and its physically draining as well as mentally. take some tylenol pm or some kind of over the counter sleeping pill. sleeping pills help, but they are habit forming. i hope everything stays okay, you can do it – it will all be worth it in the end, just remember that. <3

May 5, 2008

ooooooo i love your blog!! have you tried meditating? if i cant sleep i try that and it seems to work.