she crawls like a worm from the bird *EDIT*

I know that it has been a while since I last wrote, but I have something that I need to get off my mind right now to keep me from losing my mind and doing something really stupid. So lets get to the juicy details.

Since my cell phone get turned off I have been having trouble getting it to do anything. I missed a whole bunch of calls from Rob on Saturday and I was really pissed about it. He left me messages and sounded really sad and I had no idea what was going on til I saw the note on my last entry. Well apparently this girl who I thought was my friend lied to Rob about me. She sent Rob a message on myspace and this is what it said….

just to let you know your girl is cheating on you with my ex shawn. i was out with my friend at the mall and she was all holding his hands and kissing up on him. watch him he cheated on me with her and she cheated on her ex chris with him and now she is doing it again!

He said…

that’s a bunch of bullshit, don’t you dare ever say that she is doing that.

then she sent back…

dude i’m not even kidding if i had my camera phone i would have taken a picture of it so i could call out shawn and have proof because he has been lying to me about her ever since we got together in the first place and we aren’t even together now and he still lies about her to me she did it before with shawn i know for a fact he told me i’m sorry i just figured you should know and would want to know but if you want to be in denial about it have fun i know the truth and i will get proof somehow and when he calls someone love that means he is screwing that person or is trying to trust me i was with him for about a year and he played me and her at the same time i just thought you should know i would want to know he is no good for her to be around he is gonna try and get her to break up with you just like he tried to do with me and my husband who happens to be in the army also just please trust me you need to watch shawn i already went through this with him he did it to me with her and when she was with her ex thats why they are ex’s cuz she cheated on him with shawn

Then she even had the nerve to get her husband to email Rob, he said…

yo man, i jsut wanted to let you know, i think my wife might have messaged you. but i feel from sergent to soilder i should say somthing. shawn tryed to get with my wife even after we got married when ever i wasnt around, and now hes hangin out with laura, he cheat on my wife when they were together before… so im not telling you there doing anything or anything of the sort i just know there hangin’ out alot and i just wantedd to say keep an eye on that shit, even if she doesnt wanna do anything, and shes faithful and loves you, hes a very, violent deviant guy, and i wouldn’t dought him raping her or anything in that. hesa very touchy feely guy to… he wouldnt come anywhere near me and thats for good reason if he see’s me he run the other way. im not trying to accuse her of anything jsut trying to make you aware. this time last year i was in the desert so i know what it can do to guys.. just hit me back man. once again I’m not tryin to break anyone up or accuse anything just make you awake so you can watch your back and not get hurt. us soilders dont need that shit while were over there..

Now first off I have known Shawn longer then she has. We worked together long ago. I never cheated on Chris with Shawn. Chris and I had broken up by the time Shawn and I started talking in that way, but I never really liked him and I ended up with Rob after I found out about her on the side. I don’t know how true what she said was but she is really crazy as if you all couldn’t already tell. She was/is madly in love with Shawn even though she is married and saw that Shawn and I were hanging because he left comments on my myspace. She said to be careful and then deleted me from her friends. I didn’t think anything of it until Rob showed me these. I can’t believe that she would stoop so low as to make up blatant lies. I haven’t been to the mall with Shawn since… umm…. Cherry Hill Mall about 3 months ago.

I felt awful because Rob was really upset about it. And the really fucked up thing about it is that she knows what Army men go through because she is married to an Army guy!!! She knows how dangerous distractions like that can be…. so I just can’t see why she would lie about something like that! I was LIVID when I heard about it and its sad because I knew exactly who it was that Rob was talking about. I mean what a horrid thing to lie about…. what an awful and pointless story to make up. She is married and pregnant! Leave Shawn alone and get over it. See…. this is my problem with girls! Girls around here are petty and do shit like that! I want to go to her job and punch her in the face, but I am going to be the bigger person and let karma do it for me. I left her a message and now I am done with her. I talked to Rob today and we are ok. We had a great talk actually and I even got to talk to him on AIM! He said that he might be going to Korea after he gets home…. ugh more distance. Hopefully he gets to go to Fort Drum!!! Hopefully!

I can’t believe that she took it to that extreme! I am so angry! So very angry…. *breathe* but I am going to be the bigger person and let it go…. its just sad that people are still so immature and petty. What is the need for all the drama and bullshit! I wish that she would just grow up and act her age…. I mean she has a baby on the way… she needs to mature for the babies sake! Ok.. I feel better now. Crisis averted…. Rob and I are ok….. he is back to his normal funny, romantic self again….. and I feel amazing and besides..

Haha… she just messaged me back… so funny and so sad.

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olor=”#3366ff”>thats cute that you are denying it and i know the deal with shawn he is doing to you what he tried to do to me thats why i deleted you guys to get away from the drama and not deal with his crap. he is lying about you again saying he doesn’t see you or talk to you so who knows what he says about me and you know what i really don’t care i did grow up and was the bigger man and just deleted you guys i would want to know if there was something i had to watch with dave so i figured rob should know and remember you had to come to me and tell me all about you and shawn which he still to this day denies he still says you are a lier and that you just did it to ruin our relationship and he just told me that the reason you and chris aren’t together was because you cheated on him with shawn so yea i think if i were rob i would want to know that you are hanging out with the guy you cheated with

and

just don’t bother me and i won’t bother you i thought we were cool too but then this had to happen and once again now me and shawn are nothing because of you but its cool because he is nothing but a lier and a cheater and just a player in general so i am kinda glad that you and him happened again but anyhoo thats why i deleted you guys so i can move on and just forget about you guys i didn’t plan on sending rob another message and i’m still not going to and the whole karma thing and mature thing well you don’t know me very well so don’t tell me that i need to mature i’m 19 married and pregnant i already had a miscarrage and i really don’t care what you or shawn thinks about it i just don’t want to be bothered by any of it anymore

So first off… I never cheated on Chris with anyone in the 3 years that he and I were together. I love how she says mature, 19, married and pregnant all in the same sentence. But atleast she is gone.

I sent back to her…

well just to clear you up dear i haven’t been to a mall with Shawn in months. but its fine I wont bother you and i am glad to be rid of your drama as well. i hope that you can forget shawn so that you dont ruin your relationship. i really did think that you were a good girl and i believed you… but shawn is just a friend. but to each his own… you can feel however you want but rob and i already talked today and we are fine. like i said before i wish you nothing but happiness and good things
blessed be

and if you message me after this i won’t get it because i am blocking you. have a good life and i hope that this baby makes it all the way

She never wrote back to that one. So now I am done with her. She is out of my life, her drama is over and done with. I can move on, put this behind me and forget all about it. I am still in shock and disappointed in her as a friend that this had to happen in the first place but you know what… I am better off without her in my life. If anything I think this made Rob and I better. I should thank her. Ha!