opening another door

I didn’t really do all that much today. Woke up kinda late but I did my Namaste Yoga and Shimmy workout so that was good. I’m so proud of myself for sticking with it, I usually give up on something after a week or two but I have been doing this for the past 3 weeks now and I love it. I’m hoping that I can just buy both series so I can do them over and over. I don’t know that I have lost any weight but I am beginning to feel my body getting a bit sore so I know that my body is getting a work out. I hope to buy an actual bellydance outfit soon but I can’t find any place that I like so I don’t know. I guess I will just have to keep looking. I really like the outfits on Shimmy but I went to their website and there was no option to buy or store to go to so I don’t know.

I went job hunting today. Blah. Since I can’t work daycare until I take 2 courses- which is stupid by the way- that leaves me with retail

*insert future disgruntled employee here*

I picked up applications from Barnes and Noble, Hallmark, Charlotte Russe and Bath & Body Works. I tried Claire’s but apparently they were out of applications. If I had to pick a place out of them it would have to be either Barnes and Noble or Bath & Body Works. Tomorrow I will apply to Best Buy and AC Moore. I’m hoping that I get hired somewhere soon. I really want to get some new clothes and I feel bad about shopping with Chris’s money so I feel like I need to contribute. I don’t know how long I will be able to work since I still have college classes to go to. I hope to start school in January but that would mean that I need to get accpeted. I still haven’t applied yet but I need $40 to do so. And right now I think that getting our bills figured out first is more important.

Just 1 more day to deal with and then it will be Thursday and I will be able to pick Chris up. Actually it hasn’t been so terrible but I have been mising him like crazy! I can’t wait to see him!

I cleaned both of the bathrooms but didn’t do the living room yet. I am about 1/3 through Eclipse right now. I won’t finsih it today and depending on how things go, I have a feeling that I won’t finish it tomorrow either. I have been trying to get to bed earlier though I didn’t get to bed last night til after 2:30. If that is the case again tonight then I may finish the book after all. I just can’t wait to read Breaking Dawn since I haven’t read that one before!!! I’m sure its going to be amazing! And once that is done then I will just have to wait until December 12 when Twilight the movie comes out.

I was thinking about redoing my diary. I haven’t changed the background once since I picked the lightening window and though I like it, the more I look at it the more it reminds me of a dark part of my life that just doesn’t exsist right now. But I don’t know what I want it to look like. So it might not change…. just be on the look out.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life