mommyhood is amazing

 
I can’t believe it… Nicholai will be 2 weeks old tomorrow! I can’t believe how fast time has gone by. I love being a mommy. I love every second… even the lack of sleep. He is just the most amazing little boy. I couldn’t imagine having any other boy, Nicholai just fits perfectly into our family. We went to Jersey for a couple days and he tolerated the 7 hour car so well. We only stopped 3 times on the way up and twice on the way back. He was such a little trooper.

Breastfeeding is the most amazing experience. I couldn’t imagine not breastfeeding. The first week was really hard and it was kinda painful but once my milk came in and I got him latching on the right way it has been so much better. Apparently my grammommy was right and I am a milk factory just like my mum. I leak so much that even feeding him and pumping isn’t enough to keep up and I still leak through my nursing pads lol. But that just means that I have enough milk for him and that is what matters. It feels amazing to have him sitting there, looking up at me as I feed him. It is just the most amazing experience.

I don’t want to sit on here for too long… I want to get back to Nicholai but I have some pictures to post for you all 🙂

sleeping with Daddy

in his little pumpkin pjs

sleeping with Mommy

bath time (and a certain very much loved favorite of mine may notice the bath thermometer and towels they sent for him)

I love this one

sleeping

So there are the pics of my little monkey! I will post more later and I will write more later. I just can’t get over how amazing motherhood really is. This is what I was born to do… I was born to be a mommy. Life is more then perfect…

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life