Living a Lie

Sometimes thoughts drift through the fog

as I wander lost in darkness

the world slowly caving in around me

trapping the pain inside of my heart

destroying any hope of a happiness

every moment of love I thought was real

all a lie in the light of reality

and to realize that my heart was betraying me

to know just how unimportant my love really is

to be thrown away and shoved aside

the agony is too strong to survive

every tear that falls to the ground

a reminder of just how unloved I truely am

and as my eyes pour out an ocean

drowning me in salty misery

I struggle to breathe

in a useless attempt to feel love

to fill my heart with something other then agony

but that dream was not meant for me

I was never supposed to feel true love

and when I did it was ripped from my soul

leaving me wounded and dying

lost in the fog of nowhere

in the emptyness of my reality