just one more day in my countdown
Today has been one of those up and down days for me… which left me cleaning my room for hours after I got home from work. While I was cleaning the 3rd episode of Army Wives came on again… OMG that show rules my life. I love that show! I don’t know what posessed me to do this but I was reading Rob’s diary on here… reading about me and him… about how he feels about going. I miss my best friend. No one stands by my side like Rob does… and I miss his advice and his support. *sigh*
Today felt like it was dragging… I couldn’t believe it when I got home from work that it was only 6:30… because it felt so much later then that. Its only Monday and it feels like it should be atleast Thursday.. ugh! I am just bringing myself down so new topic
My room… utter disaster area right about now. I am trying to reorganize everything since I want to start packing things away with some kind of system so I am not running around looking for something that is buried in my closet. I threw out 2 black trash bags so far and I am almost done filling up my 3rd. Sometimes I can’t belive that I have that much junk that i hold on to… I am such a packrat lol! But I found a box that fits on my bedside table that now holds all the letters that I have gotten from Rob and I found all these picture frames so now there are pictures of Rob and I everywhere lol. It sucks though since I want to paint my room again…. its the weird light green color now and I want to make it blue. It will be so much work… and I am thinking of doing it in August that way it is over and done with before school. It all depends on how much money I end up with by then.
Geez….. I have nothing to write about… haha I have no life. But I don’t mind staying in and being at home…. I am really starting to get used to it.
you sound like me when i had to clean my room before the relatives came..but doesnt it feel good to get rid of so much stuff.
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good luck with your room hunni your a bit like me i have a lillte nick nack box on my bedside table it’s red and gold river brought it for me when we were kids and init i have old pictures and things that mean a lot to me i’m gonna stop talking now lol love ya
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i really don’t mind staying at home either. since i hardley get to be there its nice when i am.
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I need to gain some level of controll over my room as well! Packing and such is never easy. Just keep hangin’ in there, you’re doing fine! Hugs,
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haha Army wives is amazing! I love it sooooo much! and as for the whole cleaning your room… GOOD FOR YOU… i’ve been avoiding it for what seems like 3 years now haha, i have to do it soon though, clean out my drawers and closet and get rid of all the shit i have and dust… wow now i’m like grrr annoyed i havent done it yet…. i think ill go do it now… damn you for making me want to work!
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yea i have talk to the doctor about the pros and cons of both thats what makes its so hard to decide well at least to me. Im not going to have the epidural but if the pain gets too bad i think i will get some kind of pain meds but then again, im gonna try……
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