just a week left
By this time next week Chris and I will be home together and we will be able kiss like this again. I miss his kisses and his hugs so much its insane. I can’t believe I haven’t felt his strong warm arms around me in over a week now. It baffles my mind and scares me at the same time because we he deploys I will have to go 6 months without feeling his arms around me or his lips on mine or his embrace…. and that is going to kill me.
It looks like he is going to stay out in the field after all so I don’t think that I will get to talk to him on Saturday or Sunday night. But once I get through the weekend then we only have to make it to Thursday afternoon and then I will be able to go to his WLC graduation.
I have a lot more cleaning to do…. it gives me the whole weekend to do laundry and I think I am going to put off washing the sheets until Wednesday night so they are nice and fresh for when Chris comes home.
I had a chance to talk to Nina today. She had her baby a couple days ago. She is doing well and so is Hailey. She said that she made it to 5cm before she had an epideral put in…. so I think there is a good chance that I can do this all natural. I have to start looking for birthing classes and other things, but I have time before I really need to decide. She said that being a mommy is amazing…. just as I figured it would be…. so I can’t wait to be a mom. I am impatient already and I’m only 9 weeks in. I have my next OB appt on the 5th of February which I am really excited about. I’m hoping that everything turns out ok. They are looking for Down’s Syndrome in this next appt.
Chris said that we should be able to go to Jersey for a 4 day weekend in April and that we can pick the weekend. Allison said that she bought me something for the baby that is 0-3 months and looks adorable. I know she is just itching to plan this baby shower lol.
Well I’m going to get going….. I need to get to bed soon… I keep getting so tired getting up at 5:30 and going to bed at 10pm isn’t cutting it so I am going to try and go to bed at 9 and see if that helps.
I promise those snow pictures are coming… I am just too lazy to upload them lol…. maybe Saturday… girls night is tomorrow.
… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! 
… music is my life
Sleep well you need all the rest you can get!
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Enjoy getting rest while you can! =)
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yyaaay less than a week =) xox
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ok. i left you a HUGE long note ryn. and OD ate it. don’t know what happened. GRRR. basically, in a teenie weenie nutshell i said you misunderstood. i LOVED twilight. read it in just under 6 hours. i couldn’t put it down when i tried. stephenie meyers breaks ALL the basic ground rules for writing good fiction. she tells, not shows, you can’t even begin to wade through the adverbs and her characters are one dimensional w/o flaws. and don’t even tell me that bella’s clumsiness is a flaw. its not, especially since her admirers find it attractive. her characters don’t have any interests outside of eachother. what does bella like to do? what did she like to do in phoenix? what does edward do with his time when he’s not controlling bella? the only character with a viable hobby is Jacob and his is nullified since its a plot device to get bella on her bike. i’m biased, i know. i don’t like first person narratives or female authors. i just feeel like this story had SO MUCH potential to be mind blowing and it never quite gets there. don’t get me wrong. i LOVE it. i’m almost done with new moon and have the other two to start when i’m done!
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