it’s finally here

Today I am 14 weeks. I am officially in my 2nd trimester! Surprisingly enough I have felt more normal today then I have in a long time. But I don’t want to jinx it… there is a good chance that I will feel horrible again come tomorrow when I have to get up at 5:30am. I think that sleeping in helps me feel better. But I didn’t eat constantly today and I didn’t feel sick so that is a big plus.

Hubby and I had a great weekend. Saturday was great! We went to Julia’s daughters birthday party. Kierstyn turned 1. She is just adorable. She was walking around, so cute. And she loved the toy that Chris and I picked out so that was cool. Chris was in a bad mood Saturday afternoon, but buy the time we finally got home after running a million errands we started cooking for the first time in our new slow cooker and we finished playing Halo 3 on legendary and had dinner and fell asleep.

But the weekend can’t last forever so its back to work tomorrow. One of the guy’s at Chris’s job decided to keep him til atleast August when I deliver. There is still a chance that he will deploy in October and as of right now I am thinking that he is deploying, its just a better state of mind for me to be in, but there is a chance that Mike will be able to pull some strings and get him pulled back to his original job, which would be amazing but I don’t want to get my hopes up. I’m just glad that he will be here for the pregnancy and for the delivery. After that we will make due with deployment and I know that he and I will be able to handle it. Our relationship is strong and our love is even stronger and we will be able to make it through.

Hmmm baby things….

I still can’t believe that I have to wait over 2 weeks for my next ultrasound. Feels so far away. I just want to see the baby in there, heartbeat going strong, moving around. I have a feeling that Chris is going to find out the sex of the baby and though I am a bit disappointed I won’t take that away from him. He is sworn to secrecy and itsn’t allowed to tell anyone, buy anything or do anything that will give it away. 6 more months to go until I am able to find out who is growing inside of me… either Scarlett Ann, Kairi Ann, Caden Michael or Nickolai David. We are still deciding on spelling for some of the names, in fact the only name whose spelling we are 100% on is Scarlett. Atleast we have more time to figure it out and decide.

At the end of April is the baby shower in NJ. Allison and my mum are already deciding on what to get. I’m so excited to see what we get for the baby and what we will have to buy. There is just so much stuff to get, its amazing how many things a baby needs and Chris and I want our baby to have it all. He is already worrying about being a good dad. I know in my heart that Chris is going to be an amazing daddy. He is already so attentive to me and the baby. He rubs my tummy all the time, kisses it, talks to it…. the baby is only the size of a lemon. He has such a fun personality and we is going to be an amazing daddy. I couldn’t think of anyone else that I would rather have a baby with then him.

14 more weeks of work…. then I will be 7 months and in my 3rd trimester. I hope they go by fast. I am so excited to meet the little one growing inside me!

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life