its a rainy day *edit* *edit2*

Ok… so I have so much trouble sleeping. Last night I went to bed around 1am I think. I read until 2:20 and then I turned out the light and I lay there… forever. I kept trying to just relax and let sleep take me under but it seemed to have no interest in me. I waited and waited… looked at the clock.

3:49

I kept hoping that it would rain. I could hear the wind and it sounded like rain was coming but it didn’t. So I lay there, not really thinking of anything in particular, just drifting. Eventually I drifted off to sleep though it felt as if that took forever.

And in the morning when I woke up it was raining. And I had a headache. Again.

And upstairs the people who I though had moved out where doing construction or something. It sounded like they were hammering right through the ceiling and it took all that I had to not stomp upstairs, pound on their door, barge in and take the hammer. So I lay in bed, seething. I decided that going back to bed wasn’t going to be possible so I did the next best thing. I got up and went to the living room and watched a movie. Its actually pretty good… its called In the Land of Women. Its a pretty good rainy day movie. I am almost to page 300 in Eclipse. Its such a great story.

One more night and then my life will return to normalicy. Until then I must return to the cleaning and yoga.

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~EDIT~

Well the pounding is till going on upstairs on and off. GRRR! Molly called and we are on for dinner. She said something about making something like sweet and sour chicken. Sounds good to me because before that I only had grilled cheese dinner plans. I’m hoping that I actually get some sleep tonight. But only tonight will tell.

It has been raining all day and it doesn’t look like its going to let up any time soon. Short of going to Molly’s I really don’t mind if it rains through the night. Maybe it will help me sleep. Maybe

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~EDIT2~

Well the rain continued to come down until after 6. I think it was almost 7:30 before the rain stopped falling, it rained all day. And of course… now that its night, the rain and done. *sigh* Maybe I won’t get to sleep before 3am after all.

Dinner with Molly was great. She made a sweet and sour chicken thing with rice. It was really good, I may have to borrow the recipie for it. It was just Molly and me so I was a bit nervous since she and I have only hung out a few times but it was a lot of fun. We got along great and talking came easily. I was there for about 3 hours and I’m sure that we could have talked longer but she had to get up at 6am for work so I wanted to give her a chance to sleep. I feel bad for her. Her boyfriend won’t be home for another week and then they only have about 90 days together when he finally does get home before he gets deployed to Iraq again. I don’t think I could even imagine though I’m sure that some day in the future I will have to.

Its nice to go out and hang out with someone. Molly is a lot of fun to talk to and I hope that she and I become closer friends. I have a feeling that she is going to be a lot of fun.

Its almost midnight now…. much to early to even attempt sleep.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life