I would like to feel better please

The past couple days I have been feeling really horrible. I don’t know what is going on, I’ve a headache for the past couple days and I have felt so sick to my stomach, its been really hard. I am so glad that its Friday. And *fingers crossed* I will start to get over my morning sickness come Sunday when I hit the 2nd trimester. I hope that it eases up or goes away because its starting to really drain on me. I can feel myself getting into a more and more sour mood and I’m trying not to let feeling crappy all the time get to me, but its getting really hard.

Other then that the pregnancy is going fine from what I can tell, which isn’t much since its too early to feel the baby move. I’m really hoping that March 12th gets here faster… I really want to hear the baby and see the baby move again.

Oh… band update

Rod and Mikey are officially out! Rod came to pick up his stuff yesterday still talking a bunch of bullshit, he won’t even man up and apologize for the way he was acting. He said that he isn’t good at groveling and begging… which isn’t what we wanted, just an I’m sorry for acting the way I was acting…. thats all, but no. Tom told him that he would talk to Jamie and Chris and see if there was anything that could be done about letting Rod back in, but I know that Chris won’t change his mind and Candice talked to Jamie who said hell no, so Rod is out. Tom said that he really messed up with the things he said about Chris and that I was really pissed. Well no shit. Hopefully this will end a lot of the drama going on with the band…. because I was getting really tired of it.

Well its almost 10pm… so I’m off to bed, hoping that I wake up feeing better tomorrow.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life