I wish it would have rained

Today makes it officially 2 months that Chris and I have been married. Its been the most amazing 2 months of my entire life. Today would have been so much better had I actually gotten to see Chris. He went off to work this morning and I ate lunch with him and then he went back to work and I haven’t heard from him since. Its now after 8 and still no word which means that the jump he was supposed to do tonight is still on. It was raining on and off all morning so we were both hoping that he wouldn’t have to jump but just our luck the rain stopped just in time for the sun to come out and dry everything so the jump could still happen. I still hate the idea of him night jumping… it just freaks me out. I know that he is a paratrooper and it is his job, but at night, really?! *sigh* Ahh… the Army.

So thanks to the wonderful Army I am sitting at home waiting for 1am to roll around so that I can go pick him up. I thought about going to walk around the mall but I know that if I did I would buy something and I already bought OD Plus for 6 months so that is my splurge for a while. Chris was to help finish the garage and Candice’s so they can stop having band practice in the living room so I can’t afford to buy anything else. Oh shoot… I bought the collectors edition of The Nightmare before Christmas and I was so hoping that Chris’s jump would be canceled so that he and I could watch it since he has never seen it but its going to have to wait until Friday since Chris has practice Thursday… UGH!

The whole band thing is really starting to get to me… but that is another entry.

This is a happy entry about how much I love Chris and I wish that he was here. I hope that I get to see him in 4 hours but who knows. I’m worried about him jumping in the dark on the wet ground but hey… he is trained for this and I have confidence in him, it just worries me. I am just a worryer.

I thought about having dinner but I find that I’m not really all that hungry though I have a feeling it has something to do with Chris not being here. I think tonight is a good night to do some Wicca. I feel like it has been falling to the wayside and that makes me feel horrible.

*sigh* I need to better organize my day.

Chris has a 4 day weekend this weekend. And he scratched Sunday band practices so we now have more time to spend together. I hope that it doesn’t rain the whole weekend because it would be nice to get to go out with Chris for the weekend somewhere. Its crazy to think that we will have been together a year come December. I know that some would say that we moved fast in our relationship but I honestly don’t ever see myself with anyone but him. 10 years from now I still want to be with Chris… happy and more in love then ever and I have every confidence that in 10 years that will be exactly where I am.

I am so lucky to have Chris in my life and that he treats me the way he does. He is amazing.

I love him.