HE CALLED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I was just about to get on here and write an entry… talking about how much I miss Rob and he still hasn’t called me and I am losing my mind… and then around 12:45am he calls me!!!! I couldn’t believe it when I looked at my phone and saw the area code…. I grabbed my phone and ran downstairs so I could talk to him. 24min and 46sec of perfect Rob and me conversation. It was such a comfort just to hear his voice and his laugh again! I was really losing it…. I was crying today while I was watching TV… overthinking everything and arguing with myself that the reason he wasn’t calling was because he didn’t want to be with me anymore. Yeah… crazy talk! He said that he was finally someplace where he could call and he fought for the chance to talk to me!

We talked about what he has been doing, movies, laptops, what I have been doing…. and then at the end the words that I have been waiting for… "I love you"  Everytime I hear them I melt to the floor! I feel like all the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders right now… like I am dancing on the moon! He told me that his r&r got pushed back again…. to MARCH () this time, but you know what its not that bad. By the time March gets here it will be so close to the time that he gets to come home…. he said after r&r they go back and start to pack up and then home… then about 2 months on base and then…. 30 day leave!!!!! I can do this…. Rob and I can do this together.

This is the perfect end to the week… and tomorrow I get to meet with Ann about the Wicca group… tomorrow is the last day of my program…. Saturday is the Wicca group meeting… and I found out that all these parents are going to be calling about me becoming the supervisor at one of the other programs!

This phone call has made the world balance once again. I can’t believe all the negative thoughts that went through my head… its a long way to March… if that is even the real month of his r&r, but it doesn’t matter… I love Rob with all my heart  and he and I will make it through this hard time. I know that everyone keeps telling me that he and I have to move slowly, but I know what my heart is telling me… I know how I feel. I am so lucky to have my hero in my life… I love Rob more then anything… I love you babe!!