grr I am sick

I know that its been a couple days since my last update. I would have sooner but I am sick… and I have barely had the energy to walk around the house let alone sit up and type anything. My throat is killing me and my nose is stuffed and my whole body aches and I have had a horrible headache for the last 2 days that has yet to go away.

Grrrr being sick…

Chris and I are going to Pin Ups tonight. I am going to bring my clothes and everything, but I doubt that I will be working. I ache all over and I don’t have the energy to dance. I kinda dread going up there because C will probably be there and it has been so nice not seeing her the past couple weekends. She really just rubs me the wrong way and besides things are going so well between Chris and I that I don’t want her to come into the picture and ruin everything…. like usual.

The phone and cable got shut off yesterday 🙁 but they are back on today. That just leave electric, rent, 2 months of car payments, and my cell phone left. I start work in about 3 weeks so I hope that I can hold off until then. Otherwise I am screwed since I have $5 to my name and I am on empty. *sigh*

Chris and I were talking about plans for our future yesterday. I was so happy to hear him including me in his plans. My heart was beating faster the whole time he was talking. I just want us to work out so badly… but I do feel like we are making progress everyday.

I leave for vacay in about 6 days and we have no money to go. Looks like this is going to be another scrimping vacay, but next year will be different! I am going to start putting money aside as soon as I get my first paycheck. Hopefully I can catch everything up and get back on track with my bills. Maybe I will pick up another job, I have to see how classes go first. I can’t believe that the summer is almost over already, but I must admit it was nice to get a break! Not having a steady job gave me a lot of time for myself. Even though there is a lot more that I would have liked to get done I guess I should just be happy with how far I have come. I have learned a lot of things about myself in these short 3 months… I hope to get my life on track.

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hey i got jumped the other night…the whole left side of my face got f*cked up…

August 11, 2006

sounds like things are getting better && going well for you…. sorry to hear your sick…I hate being sick, I can never get things done, I hope you are getting to feeling better, anyway ttyl 🙂 ~krys

*hugs* Im sorry you were sick. I never get sick. Last time i was really sick was in the 2nd grade haha.

yeah i’m fine…my face and pride hurts…and thank you…

ryn: I have NO clue what i do lol. I mean i bite my nails, i hardly get a lot of sleep, and i play rough…and get dirty and crap outside…and dont wash my hands before meals or anything..but im still cool! Lol. I wish i would get sick tho. Like really sick i dont have to go to school =] Haha <3

August 11, 2006

feel better soon-kicks C- GO AWAY.

Aw, feel better. Big Huggggeeeeezzzz……

August 12, 2006

I’m glad that even if things aren’t perfect, they are on track, and there is progress. And you’re right – either it’s lots of money and no free time, or lots of free time and no money. I hope you enjoy your vacation. And your birthday is coming up soon, I think? Take pleasure in both those events. And feel better. Lots better. I’d give you a hug, but you might be contagious! =P

August 12, 2006

ryn~ i’ve been introducing new cats my whole life as well. i’ve never actually kept them apart before. i know thats how you’re supposed to do it, but it just never worked well for me. the only problem is that coco wouldn’t be completely well when i bring her home. she has about a month of healing ahead of her and she can’t stay at the hospital any longer really. so i just don’t know. theweirdest thing happened last night though. around midnight my roommate came in the living room to find out what I was doing to her cat (i was just cuddling him) becasue she could hear him crying all the way in her room. I was like..well he’s not crying! so i looked outside and there was this 12-15 week old kitten on my porch CRYING! he wasn’t too young to be outside but DEF too young to be outside alone at midnight. So i brought him in and was going to call his owner and just be like “dude your cat won’t leave my house!” and max got SO excited! he followed me EVERYWHERE i went w/ the kitten (i was holding him) and so i put him down and max went over and was smelling him and trying to play w/ him…too bad the kitten was scared to death of him! so that was kinda like a test for me, now CO

August 12, 2006

CON i know that max would like another cat. at the last place he lived there was another cat named Loco and they were like best friends so my roommate and i talked and she said i could pick another cat out! yay!

August 13, 2006

There’s nothing wrong with vacations when you’re broke, thats uually my case whenever i head to RI. Which i haven’t done in a while, i’ll go for X-Mas. Just to suprise the few people i go to see.Well have fun living life.Take Care

August 15, 2006

hey hun, thanks for your note, sorry to hear your sick =( *hugs* much <3 charli .x.