finding some time

 
Well I’ve finally had time to update my front page. I’ve been lookin for graphics for a long time and new backgrounds. I’m not sure if I’m going to keep the multicolored hearts or not. I think that I want something a bit darker… but I can’t decide. There are some more things that I want to do to the front page but that alone took me over an hour… maybe because I’m out of practice.

I really want to write here more. I feel like I never have any me time… and I never get any sleep because Nicholai is still having issues with sleeping. Last night he woke up every hour for the first 3 hours until we brought him in bed with us… so I’m at a loss of what to do anymore. Swaddling doesn’t help, not swaddling doesn’t help… I don’t know what to do.

We know the day that hubby is deploying now…. it’s later then we thought which is nice… gives up about 2 more weeks to be together.

He also has to go to Cali for training for 2 weeks of May… I’m not exactly happy about that but it will help give me a better idea of what life will be like when he deploys. Two weeks of just Nicholai and me… it’s going to be weird, but I know it will help the time go by faster.

Betsy is coming here tomorrow. Her hubby is going to be coming home from deployment and we finally get a chance to hang out since she goes to school in Syracuse.

I’ve been trying to hang out with Candice but she is too busy to hang out ever. I’ve about given up on her as a friend because no matter what or when I offer to get together she will say "I’d love to but…" and I’ve gotten tired of the excuses. She hasn’t even seen Nicholai since he was a couple weeks old and he is almost 8 months old now.

Ugh…. I need to think about what to make for dinner….. it’s almost 4:30 so I need to get on that haha.
 

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life