does the hero get the girl

Well there has been a lot of talking going on for me all weekend. Had many conversations with Rob about things that have gone on with everything. How we both feel about things… where we both stand. I feel so much better after having talked with him about these things. I think that we both do. It is weird to have feelings for someone, but not act on them. I like this limbo where we are. It is nice to have him back in my life… he is such a good friend and I am so at ease when I talk to him. He gives really good advice and is so supportive of me and my self-improvement that I am working on. There are still things that I want to talk to him about…. like things about him leaving, but I keep putting off that conversation since I know that I will just get upset. I enjoy the fun talks that we have now… its a good end to my day. He went through my OD and read all the entries that he missed… so that means that he has read my entire diary… all 345 entries or however many there are. Such a sweetheart *smiles*

Chris and I have been talking too. We are really trying to make this whole friend thing work out. I am hoping that it does because Chris and I were such great friends at one point and since we don’t work being together I would atleast like to have a friendship with him… I just want him to be happy. He has been really depressed lately and has been talking to me about it. I am worried about him…

Spring break is over… went back to class today *huge sigh* and summer is just around the cornor. I have to start looking for a summer job… I want to take classes too and I have to look into that. There is just so much going on. I don’t have work today *jumps for joy* so that means that I have a lot of time to do some work. I came up with a list last night…. 1. work on notes 2. write papers 3. study for friday test 4. write letters 5. work on my room. I think that is a good list. I have 4 min left to write and then I am kicking myself off the computer or else I will get nothing done. I need to get moving on my room, but I am just so busy all the time and my stupid father is never around. GRRrrrrr to him! I need to see about getting a laptop so I don’t have to share this computer with my 2 sisters and my little brother because I live on the computer and do most of my school work on it! I wish they weren’t so damn expensive, oh well just something else for me to save money for lol!

Hmm… quick only 2 min left… do I have anything else to write about? Umm…. nope nothing else.

I thought that I would leave you all with this picture of Rob and I…. I just woke up and look a mess and Rob took the pic and forgot to smile LOL silly Rob. So just in case some of you don’t see my myspace now you can all see this pic.

Enjoy!