another day, another week

it is wednesday already. i have to go to work, but i don’t really want to. i am so tired and there is so much going on. There are about 56 days til Christmas i realized today and i thought to myself  OH NO!!!!!!!!! i am not ready. i thought that i was busy but there is so much more stuff that i have to do in the next couple of months.

my friends baby shower is next weekend and i still have not gone shopping for them yet. This sat. alli, chris, eric, and i are all going to try to go to Fright Fest. i have never been ( i am deprived i know) and i am really excited about it. Halloween/Samhain is my favorite holiday. I am so excited. i just hope that it doesn’t rain. but even if it does i won’t let that ruin the good mood that i am determined to keep.

it was sunny, a beautiful yet cold day. i can accept the cold in exchange for the sun, but now that i have to go to work in half an hour the sky is starting to cloud over. my luck. i hope that i make some money, i have to make my car payment on fri and i don’t think that i have enough money yet. GGGRRRR!

still haven’t really had any good poems yet, i think that i have been thinking too much and it is just better for me to write then write poems right now. i don’t think that i will be able to get back on tonight since i won’t get off work til around 1am. no sleep for me again. but i had a good dream last night, so i guess that can make up for having little sleep. oh well. . .