another big milestone *plus pics*

So here we are… 2 months down! I can’t believe that I haven’t seen hubs in 2 months. 2 months?!

Deployment money finally kicked in so I’ve been busy paying off bills! I didn’t realize just how much we were in debt until I sat down and got everything together and added it up. And OMG we are in debt. But the good thing about this deployment is that we can totally get out of debt and maybe even make some money too. I’ve been so tired of getting to the point of living paycheck to paycheck and hubs and I both need to learn how to be better with money. So I have been working out a budget and getting things paid off. I’m really excited about this because at the end of all this is buying our first house! And I can’t wait because then we can give Nicholai a yard and he deserves to have a yard.

I have been crazy busy going out to mommy groups, Kindermusik, baby sign class and just try to keep Nicholai happy. He gets so tired of being stuck inside all day and now that it is finally starting to cool down a little bit I plan on taking him to the park. Mabon is next week. I can’t believe it. Just one more season to get through because hubs should be home this coming winter!

I am kinda over the stupidity of this deployment. They were supposed to be moving but the Navy is being stupid and doesn’t want the Army there so it looks like they are staying where they are. His sunglasses were stolen in the very beginning and yesterday his wedding ring was stolen. Who comes into someone elses room and steals their wedding ring?! What the fuck?! I’m like livid about it…. but I’m trying not to get too upset because I know that Chris is missing his ring already and I don’t want to make a bigger deal about it.

I’m down 11lbs. And that is without going to the gym because until I get the all clear from Nicholai’s ped on the 30th I’m keeping him away from the daycare. I still look the same, hubs says it looks like I lost weight. I can’t tell. I still look like I have baby fat everywhere. *sigh*

I have fallen so behind in Magicka School sadly. I ordered the book for the class so I don’t have sit and look at the laptop to do my work. I’m still waiting for it to get here.

And honestly, I’m tired of waiting. I’m always waiting. Waiting for Nicholai to sleep through the night, waiting for Chris to email me, waiting for a phone call, waiting for him to come home, waiting to be in his arms again, waiting for payday to pay off more bills, waiting waiting waiting. I’m sick to death of waiting. Bleh

Well I finally had a chance to mess with photobucket and upload some birthday pics. So enjoy. I still have more to upload but I will get there lol.
 

he loved the balloons (and I made him that onesie)

getting ready to do presents first

"what is this mommy?"

the cutest little book ever!!

I couldn’t resist.. I had to get this for him lol

and I couldn’t resist this either

CAKE TIME

Nicholai’s little cake

He recognized Blue on the cake

He wasn’t sure about it in the beginning

then he realized how yummy icing is

So you can see why we did presents first haha

 

 

 

 

 

 

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