and the water was closing around me

I was thinking about this movie earlier today…. one of the few movies that are close to the true practice of Wicca…. the herbs, the gardens, the old book of spells…. I wish that I had Wiccan family heritage like that. But this song… I LOVE this song and it makes me think of how I feel about Chris, how much I love him. "Then I knew, in the crystalline knowledge of you" I love my husband so much! I couldn’t imagine my life without him in it, there is no one else I want to spend my time on Earth with then him, he is my everything. I can’t wait to be in his arms again and we are so close now…. so close!

These past couple days have been so hard. I ended up catching a stomach bug that is going around so I spent Thursday night into Friday throwing up. Fun! Riiiight. Poor Nicholai had no idea what to think of the whole thing. I spent all of Friday on the couch except when I nursed him, put him down for nap, made him dinner and did bath and bed. It was rough. And then Saturday he caught it and threw up once. Poor thing didn’t understand what was going on. Every time he felt like he was going to get sick he would crawl over and climb in my lap and gag and throw up and then he would get up and play. My little trooper. But thankfully I got it first and nursed him while I had it because the 24hour bug that I had lasted only 8 hours for him. He only threw up 2 times! Breastfeeding antibodies hard at work protecting my baby!

I went out to get the parts that I still needed for my Halloween party costume! I tried everything on and it looks great so Nicholai and I are going to be pirates! It’s going to be so much fun!

I can’t believe that after today there are only going to be 5 more days of October. I have so much stuff to do before the end of November. I have to get Aurora to the vet, I have to pick up my rings (FINALLY… cause 3 weeks is too long to be without my wedding rings and I miss them!!), I have to finish cleaning, I have to start and finish packing, Nicholai has to get his shots, I have to send of Chris’s Christmas care package, I have to get Nicholai’s new car seat put in correctly by the fire station… and all this needs to get done in the next 3 weeks. I know they are going to fly by. Then I will be in Jersey for pretty much all of December so that will fly by, then Christmas and then Nicholai and I will come back to NC, unpack, and then start getting ready for Chris to COME HOME! I can’t believe how soon it is now. Gah I want my husband home!

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It kinda makes me sad to see all these OD people jumping ship to Bloop or whatever. Sure… there were server problems but hey…. shit happens… and all these people are getting so bent out of shape and just jumping ship. Whatever. I’m a lifetime member so I’m not going anywhere. Did it suck having OD down all that time? Yes but it’s back and working. Hopefully the issue is worked out now. But I’m not going anywhere!
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NoJoMo is about to start and I’m really excited about it! I’ve been trying to find graphics so I can just have them in my photobucket and upload them for my entries every day but so far I haven’t been able to find any for 2010 so I guess I will just have to wait on that.

Ok… enough on here though. I have to get some cleaning done and maybe get something in my belly. Still working on getting my appetite back.