and NoJoMo begins

 Well well well… here we are. Its 1am on November 1st. I missed writing/posting an entry for Samhain but I was busy. I will get in to all of that in a moment but first… here is how this is going to work.

I was just on the NoJoMo diary and it seems they have challenges everyday…. the challenge of today was to write a bio. There are going to be challenges for everyday and I would love to participate but I also plan on writing entries too

So

I decided that I am going to make a chapter for NoJoMo. All the entries that have to do with the challenges will go there and my normal entires will remain here in this chapter or the Favs version of this chapter.

So… that is how this is going to work. For all of you who are participating in NoJoMo please check the NoJoMo chapter.

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So my actual entry for today.

I managed to get most of my list done. Candice flaked on me again but whatever, it let me get a lot done around the house. I did perform ritual and though I didn’t have all the supplies that I would have liked I think that it went very well. So its a new year now… and last year was so great, I’m hoping this year will be even better.

I went to the DMV today after I washed my hair. The line was insane! It is a really small room so the line wrapped over it self and the tag line merged with the registration line and it was totally stupid. I must have been there for an hour, but after that and $181 I had a registration and they were fixing the title for me so yay I can sell it to Chris now and not have to pay this stupid property tax on it.

After the DMV I went to the mall and spent money. i shouldn’t have but I was going insane with waiting and I wanted to get something Twilight related, so I did. I also got something to wear to my interview tomorrow and its cute enough that I am going to pick up Chris in it too. OMG I can’t wait for him to get home… we are counting down hours now… its less then 24. Lets see… its 1:19 now so in about 20 hours I can drive on to post and pick Chris up!

EEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

I’m so excited, as if you couldn’t tell.

I can’t believe that October is over… and I didn’t even write an entry about him. For those of you who have been reading me a while you may remember the story… for those of you who haven’t…. The Story. There is the link to it if you want to read it. I guess part of the reason why I’m not so depressed about it this year is that I am in a much better place in my life. I don’t think that he would be disappointed in me anymore. Sure, it hurts that he is gone, that his life was cut short so early, but he gave his life willingly for me and I can’t feel sorry about that, that would only lessen the gift he gave me. I have to do my best, to make the most of life and I can finally see that. I didn’t even cry about him this year…. and to me, that is major progress.

*sigh*

I guess I should end this entry because I still need to write the challenge entry. Bah. Atleast it will pass more time.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life