a long week

This is how I feel about things right now.

The band is driving me nuts. Though they did play a headlining show and they were a hit. I am proud of Chris, but Mikey, the screamer/theif, and Rod, the drummer/theif/asshole/, need to go and hopefully are GONE after this weekend. At the last show people were raving about how great Chris was and how awesome Tom was. According to Rod though…. he and Mikey and Jamie were the only ones that people liked.

I call BULLSHIT!

Then Rod starts going off on Tom, telling him that Chris dressed like he was going to a gay bar, he wore a button down shirt and kahkis… if that is the dress for a gay bar someone better tell the guys at the gay bar because I don’t think they know. They he had the nerve to try and get Chris to wear sleeves… to make it look like he had tattoos going up his arms. Are you flippin kidding me?! That is not what playing the music is about! Then he says that Chris’s voice is whiny. I am beyond LIVID. Tom asked Candice to ask me to be nice tomorrow because they are playing another show. He had better not talk to me…. if he opens his mouth and expects a response from me its going to be nothing but chewing his sorry ass out. How dare you talk such bullshit about my husband… how dare you talk such bullshit.

People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones. He is sleeping with a married woman, he stole from the last 2 bands he was in, he stole a $5,000 guitar from a guy, whose father left it for him after he passed away. When Torn December played the Rock Shop last Friday and people saw that Rod was the drummer they told us to get rid of him and all the problems that he had with his last bands. He is now getting evicted from his house… and that all sounds like karma to me. I am trying to keep my cool, but I am just so tired of him ragging on Chris all the time. And for what? Chris is the band… this band would have broken up about 100 times now if it wasn’t for Chris keeping it all together.

But…. breathe….. after this weekend Rod and Mikey are out. I can make it!

Atleast this is a 4 day weekend and Chris and I get to have it together because I actually am off from work as well.

And thankfully this 1st trimester is almost over. I am almost 13 weeks, on Sunday, and then I have just one more week and hopefully this morning sickness and forever tired feeling will go away. So far I have gained 10 pounds all together. I can’t believe it. I want to show more… right now I just look fat, I want to look pregnant. I am so impatient about that.

Our hospital tour and my breastfeeding class is coming up in March. Hubby and I registered at Babies R Us and Target over the weekend. My grammommy was also here and it was so great having her here.

This weekend is Valentine’s Day. The first one that I am actually looking forward to. I will have to write about it later.

I guess I should end this here… I have typed on long enough.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life