Window shopping

     Every since Saturday, my mom and I have gone window shopping at very places in and around the city. It can be tiring looking in the stores and at shoes that I am not into. On a good note, my mom and I found  a Steve Madden store in Georgetown! I have a weakness for some of the Steve Madden shoes. If I had an extremely steady job with some money for a rainy day saved up in my bank, I’d get some cute but unique looking shoes.

     After reading the last paragraph, I feel so shallow. Sometimes it feels like I need to be more caring about my appearance. It feels like I have no will to suceed. I have a fear of being ambitious because of failing. I noticed that I don’t try anything fullheartedly because I am afraid of being a failure. If I do gain confidence in something, I am afraid that people will think that I am a sham. Once I give in to these feelings, I self sabotage my goals in life.

     Haven’t called the transfer counselor yet to explain my unorthodox position. My cousin has been through something similar with the same counselor so I hope he’ll be able to do me this favor. I want to register as soon as a possible. I need to call financial aid and haul tail to get my D-40. I need to shorten my reflecting time and add more time to my outward actions.

     Once I see my friends (who I miss dearly), am sooooooooo buying sushi. I’ve been without it for months.

—Peace, Love, and Furi Kuri!