MIA

     My mom has been braiding my hair for the past couple of days, and I could feel my Samson-like self confidence coming back to me. It’s ridiculous how I feel more confident with braids than with my real hair. Instead of getting the regular brown hair, I have this black and blond mixture. (The blond is more apparent at the end of the braid) Surprisingly, it looks good on me.

    Every since I can remember, I have been afraid of failing and using failure in a way to gain love from others. I’ve been in denial about my negative attitude towards myself. In front of my friends I am optimistic, but once I am alone I go back to having negative thoughts. Tomorrow is the changing point of my life!

     (I’ll post more tomorrow. Wish me good luck!)

—Peace, Love, and Furi Kuri!