there are times

 there are times when i wonder if you ever loved me the way i so desperately loved you. 

there are times when I don’t even care.

there are times when the absence of you cuts like a knife. 

there are times when life is as if you were never even there. 

there are moments when in you I see something that I don’t want to live without.

there are days when I see you clear and know this love is something I have to live without.

I am not afraid of you, but this one thing I do Fear;

That to abandon this love may be my one chance at Bliss,

.. and since Serenity is Love and Love is sealed with a kiss,

I give you farewell from lip to soft lip,

…. as I say Goodbye and then this Love, dismiss. 

LLH.