The Great Expectation.

When you left, and I saw you leave, I had no clue that i would react that way.

Had no clue that I would feel anything at all

much less that.

That pain.

I was not expecting that.

That loss.

That I did not expect.

That emptiness.

That I did not see coming.

That loss.

That I did not see forming.

The absence of you affecting me in ways I did not foresee .

Affecting me at all.

Much less affecting me.

Affecting me at large,

much less affecting me at bay.

When I saw you go,

when I saw disappear become your face,

erased.

The effect I did not expect.

a slap in the face i did not expect. 

an ache unexpected. 

a beat un-predicted

a missed heart beat interpreted. 

a lump in my throat.

Choke.  

 

To Be Con’t.