no more private entries

hating this world and evrything in it and I dont wanna be this way. looking for faces that are familiar, reactions that are familiar that would never doubt me. looking for an answer or maybe for support… verbal more that physical realy… even though words aren’t supposed to  matter. a simple hug and it’s gonna be alright did just fine…. wondering why you couldn’t figure that out.

but we aren’t an item. and in your eyes everything you’re doing is right… and who am I to ask you for more…

gave gave gave

till there’s nothing to give no more

and after you suck me dry you wonder where is that person

that woman… that girl you met.

I am here

here i am

lying on here

on the floor.