Complications.

Knowing you need to back away from the one thing that makes it a lil easier to breathe.

A concept I find easy to perceive.

Masochism via Suffocation

Just exactly my style. Just exactly Me.

There is a small moment between where your deep stares and small smiles lie that makes me wonder what lingers and lies between those lines.

So once again I say breathe me into you deeply in, and then spit me back out again

   for this is not where I will lay forever.

Breath as permanent as the moon that is constantly spinning. As the rain that comes and goes at any rate just to freeze and then thaw again leaving you desperate for both ends?

no, I will not lie here forever.

Liberate and yield all of yourself to me in ways unknown and unheard of.

bleed me that you love me.

Cry me that you need me.

squeeze me that you hold me.

Believe me.

mind control me and then

accept the returned favor from me to you.

bestow me with a love that you’ve never imagined before.

A love I know you are not capable of bestowing upon a self like this self.

A body that is a soul.

A soul that is a light.

A light that is so warm no amount of lacking capability could ever succumb it to a frozen state.

love.

Sweet love.

But better from far away.

Too much of a good thing is never a good thing…or so they say.

Lacking in everything that you are.

Making up for the lacking in everything that you are not.

Showcasing the shows that have already been seen and running a race that you run all alone. Slipping and falling you don’t know what to grab onto.

You don’t realize that what you are lacking is love.

You don’t realize that what you are lacking is the capability of flight.

I would fly to you, lend you my wings and create the sweetest of winds for you my love until you grew your own in time. Until you learned to love.

Until you learn to twist and warm the air on your own.

Until you learn how to Create my love.

Create me the way I create you a thousand times a day in my mind. Love me the way my heart loves to create you. I well lend you my winds. I will bend my wings around to cover you. Because baby, this is love.