Memories of memories

 I noticed today, thanks to email, that I am still signed up for those little pregnancy notification from when I was with you. Notifications for the young life you decided to end. I hope that is a choice that haunts you forever. I hope you can’t sleep and wake in the night with nightmares of what you have done. 

I will tell everyone that politically I am pro-choice but when it comes down to it there shouldn’t be a choice. No life deserves to end before it begins. That is one of the reasons I hate you who I used to love. 

I no longer need to keep this to myself. Like the other flames mentioned in my musings this one has slipped into my past as well. Good by Brittnnie. I hope you know I do not miss you anymore. I do not love you anymore. All that has been replaced with this deep black loathing because of your choice. I know I have made my mistakes. I know i have messed up. I know that I will make more mistakes in the future. However, I also know that I will find that which I seek so desperately. My family, my love, my happiness. I am better than I have been. I am better then all that was Me. and I want you all to know that the best is still to come. So keep an eye out.

~Sky~

The power is no longer mine. Good bye Brittnne and welcome to the abyss that is my past.