Hello.. can you hear me?

I am not sure what is wrong with me. Lately they haven’t exactly been bad days just not good ones either. It is like I am in this hazy funk with no where to go… and I am just not sure what to do with myself.

I want to get back into this social thing again, get to actually dating once in my life instead of just falling head first into the deep end of a relationship but… I am not even sure how to pull that off. Seriously I suck at all social interactions…

Also I can’t seem to get her off my mind. Someone I loved so deeply that is just… gone… ish…

I am going to start hitting the gym again. I am not like I used to be but I want to get back to a comfortable weight. I have lost like 20ish pounds since quitting Einstein’s which is nice. I want to get to 295… thats my currrent target weight. Wish me luck.

Perhaps I will figure this whole being a twenty something out some day… who knows.

~sky~

ps where do I go to go out and be social? Seriously…