Rape and molestation

I will Continue to write and share my story and my struggles because being silenced or shunned for speaking out just doesn’t feel great and it only fuels the problem. Anyways, I’ll start by saying as I wrote before, my mother was molested by her father when she was a young child and her mother just left her. I have clips of memory from, I don’t remember what age, but probably around 5 yrs old of me on a bed and Andy, my uncle’s wife’s son doing sexual things to me. I don’t recall what as I don’t remember much of my childhood. But I do also remember sexual stuff happening to me from my uncle’s wife’s daughter …Misty. I have Misty on my Facebook and I’ve found Andy and I wanted to message him one time to speak out but I got scared and didn’t do Or say anything. Molestation also happened between my brothers and step sisters. I also remember one thanksgiving where we had a friend over and my brother, my cousin and this friend and I were upstairs in our room. Tony took me under the blanket and started kissing me. I was probably around 11 yrs old maybe. I don’t remember. Anyways he wanted to have sex with me and I was struggling to get him off of me. My brother and female cousin were sitting on the couch we had in the bedroom (it was an old house and the room was big) google “hilltop gardens farm big red house fire”. Scroll till you see salmon arm observer article. That was my childhood home.  The big red house over 100 yrs old I do believe just burned down awhile ago. That was the house I grew up in. I think it was haunted. Anyways my cousin and brother were egging him on and watching. I got out eventually and went downstairs to tell my parents and nothing happened. Can’t remember much just know that Nothing happened.