Damn
Damn these suicidal thoughts. Why they have to come all the time. So sick of em. Ugh. Walking walking walking walking. Ed gonna take it away 😢
Damn these suicidal thoughts. Why they have to come all the time. So sick of em. Ugh. Walking walking walking walking. Ed gonna take it away 😢
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They come to you because you don’t think of yourself highly enough, and you carry a lot of weight from someone who does not support or value you as they should. BTW… Ed doesn’t love you either – he’s after your life. Kick BOTH assholes in the ass and rise up, girl. YOU HAVE THE RIGHT.
@thenerve aww thanks. I’m trying so hard. I just feel like I’m going to fail. I can’t slip up or I’ll lose everything. So scared that I’ll mess up
@skinney4life – I know you are trying hard, that’s a great start! The feeling that you’re going to fail is because your immediate support system is not strong – where you want to succeed, he’s telling you pretty much he doesn’t care if you do, or worse, that he doubts you will. DON’T GIVE HIM THAT MUCH POWER. YOU decide what you’re going to be able to do, no one else does. Just remember that whenever someone tries to keep you down it’s because they have no other way of feeling like they’re above you; weak people who are incapable of achieving anything can’t feel like they’re worth shit unless they step on someone else. The good news is, that makes them still as worthless 🙂
You got what it takes – and you should claim that fucking throne because you’re the queen 🙂
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I think it’s all about attitude and the one you need is “NOT ME” and then I think you will think different…..Just for the record you are a beautiful person….
@jaythesmartone aww thank you. I’m going to keep trying. Some days are so hard 💞
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Keep trying! Keep going! When everything seems all wrong, sometimes the strongest thing you can do is to keep trying. You need to believe in yourself, or at least fake-believe it. There’s truth in the “fake it until you make it” mantra. Keep repeating to yourself that you can do this until you really believe you can. We’re all with you, girl .
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