ive realized.

you know, ive gone back and read alot of my old entries. and ive definitely changed and overcame a lot of things. ive gone through some rough times but have learned from them.

hell i started this diary when i was like 15. im 19 now and look what ive gone through in that amount of time. i mean granted i havent put everything ive gone through on here. cuz i dont update as much as i should.

life has really showed me alot in the last few years. i mean i moved from Germany to Virginia almost 3 years ago and since then ive gone through a lot of shit. a lot of relationships that went bad but i learned from everything.

im glad im with the guy im with now. hes absolutely amazing. yeah its hard cuz he lives in PA right now. but i love him with all my heart. i cant wait to start my life with him this summer. he has showed me so many things and he has made me want to be a better person.

my life is just great right now. and its going to get even better. i get to see Dan tomorrow night!! and hes going to be with me for 2 weeks. i cant wait. i have missed him so much. i havent seen him in 11 weeks. im going crazy without him lol.

anyways, just wanted to update again. hope everybody is well.

much love.