Crying like a GIRL

Don’t worry, no self-pitying depressed ranting here, I know I’ve indulged before…

Stupid bc pills- Its so weird to be this emotional. I’ve never exactly been stoic, mind you, but I’m now crying at sad parts of movies, which I never used to do.

Watched "100 Top Tearjerker Moments" on C4 the other day with the boy and his brothers. I’m just glad I’d seen it before so I could keep hold of myself. Last time I watched it I went through so many tissues, just weeping on the couch. It was hilarious.
I was just reading part of a book describing a girl crying because she was homesick because her mom had moved to Connecticut from England and that made me cry.  Homesickness gets to me a little worse as the weather improves, maybe because it really hits me at Easter, because we celebrate it so differently than in Ireland.

It’s weird to really grok how different a little estrogen makes you though- "womanish tears", etc.  I wonder what it feels like to be on similar levels of testosterone- do people taking steroids for things find themselves unmoved by things, or do they react with anger instead of sorrow?