Self Inflicted

whaaa whats up, i haven’t been writing, been in my own little world. some fucked up shit happend, i look at dale’s profile for hot or not and apperently steph (the wife) got into it and changed it all and deleted his double matches. I talked to him saturday night (through text messages, he couldn’t call) and he said that it had been her. so i’m not really sure what is going on with the two of them. i don’t really EVER want to be involved in anything like that so Dale already knows and i trust him to do anything in his power to keep me out of it. He was extremely drunk when we were texting back and forth (i could just tell) and he’s like u know i love u and miss you, and all this stuff. we were suppose to hang out yesterday but didn’t and thats fine, i’m assuming he couldn’t because he didn’t call.  This whole thing just bums me out because i wish things could have been different, i mean we had somthing going long before stephanie was involved but that doesn’t really matter seeing she is the one with the ring on her finger. I guess what i have to do is just be thankful i got too see him and move on, i mean it’s not like i’m down with being the other woman, NO WAY. he needs to figure his shit out, and either stop cheating or get a divorce. steph actually wrote in his profile that he was a married cheater. i saw it and was like ouch. i was so scared……then like 20 minutes later he texted me…..and we proceeded to talk for like 4 hours that way.

BLAHHH i just don’t want anything to get complicated. I’ve still been talking to mark, here and there, not sure whats up with him, he’s a pain my butt, but you know i love it. he’s sort of mean to me, why am i attracted to such a thing?????  cause i’m a MORON maybe lol. whatever, i don’t care.

i got the boys tix:) 🙂 may 17 they arrive, i’m so excited 🙂 🙂 i got kody a one way, hoping he’ll stay longer than 2 weeks but we will see i guess, i get to see him for that long anyway. i will TAKE IT.

i have to post some pics of my new tattoo, i absolutely love it. i also got this crazy ass piercing in my ear, HURTS SO BAD. it’s like the inside of my ear and the ring loops around. god i won’t be able to sleep on that side for a year i know it. the needle was so big, hahaha i swear i love the pain. now i have to get plugs to match because it’s purple and i have pink plugs in right now.

ok i’m at work bored, so i’m going to do this survey i stole 🙂

Survey of 5 things..

5 things that you ate in the last 24 hours? 1) nacho’s, 2) gum, 3) chicken, 4) pretzels, 5) beer and coffee. (of course)

5 things that you did today? 1) got up at 9 , 2) drove ranae home (i abducted her from the bar last night lol)  3) helped danie put up a new curtain in one of the tanning rooms.  4) sold 2 bottles of lotion (i get commission :), 5) answered the phone 78923649723 times

5 things you see right now?  1) printer 2) tanning lotions 3) mystic tan marketing cd, 4) alot of towels.  5) lip gloss

5 thoughts in your head?  1)why are people so undependable?  2) i need to tan, i’m getting pale, 3) my ear hurts 4) should i go out tonight? 5) i need $$$$$$!!!!

5 things you look for when picking a boyfriend/girlfriend? 1)smile, 2) sense of humor 3) honesty 4)compatibility 5) looks.

5 things that you love? 1) my cats 2) billy  3) mustangs, 4) NO DOUBT (music in general)  5) red sox

5 things that you hate? 1) picking up someones slack. 2) liars  3) sell outs LOL 4) Thieves 5) snobs

5 bands that you are obsessed with? 1)NO DOUBT 2) Sublime 3) Incubus 4) ANI 5) DMB…. i could go on and on with this one.

5 songs that you are obsessed with?  1) Greener Pastures (ND) 2) Bad Fish  3)Nice to know you  4) Make me stay  5) crash into me

thats all folks.