I’d kill for a clove

ok so every fucking store in the area is out of my sampoerena menthol cloves. i’m going to cry, i haven’t had a pack since thursday. I know of one store that may have them and i drove there this morning and what do ya know, CLOSED MONDAY. those fuckers. guess i’ll have to wait, i wouldn’t smoke a regualr ciggarette if someone paid me too.

anyways, aside from that i’m at work bored, surprise surprise. tonight we have to go to lebecs (a bar in hampton) and wear solid color clothes, to be extra’s in some independent film that’s being taped there tonight…should be alright, as long as i have a grateful dead in my hand. i have way too much to do after work and just not enough time. i’m glad i have a extra shirt in the car but it’s pink, i don’t really want to wear pink in my first film debut but hey whatever lol, it’s all a big joke as far as i’m concerened. hmm hang out at the bar and look natural, shouldn’t be too hard considering its what i do best, haha.

2 more hours of this shit, i hope i don’t have to stay late.

i shot up out of bed this morning stressed as all hell about money, it’s my own fault, i don’t save a cent, then i spend my money, very FOOLISHLY, and now i’m all upset cause i’m broke. (i won’t go into what i spent it on) i need to get it together, for real. so i called ez-ed, pimp daddy foote and told him i’m only here part time incase he needs me for anything, (store, cleaning, etc) i’ll take what i can get at this point. he just says ok excellent, lol, so hopefully i’ll hear from him or Di soon.  the real reason i called him was to make sure he mailed out kody’s w2 so that he can do his taxes, nothing like waiting till the last minute. kody lost his original and needed a copy and of course he needed me to do it, cause ya know boys are retarted and don’t know how to dial a phone.

haha i’m so mean, i fall asleep all early on billy then wake up at 2 am and want to have sex, so i wake him up, hahahaha i’m such an ass. just thought i’d throw that in there. i feel bad though cause he has to be up at 6:30 am. yup, i suck, but hey at least he’s getting it right, it shoudln’t matter what time i want it. hahaha right?? right?

i have a baby shower, a sex toy party, and a bridal shower all this month. i need to win the lottery, its the ONLY WAY.