Deja Vu

well, i couldn’t rescue my poor, broken little car yesterday; the tow truck wouldn’t haul it without a release form from the repair shop stating that i didn’t owe them any money.  funny how the guy from the repair shop didn’t mention that …
anyway – have i mentioned my fiance? he’s wonderful.  a loud, opinionated, mostly republican-ish computer geek, but wonderful.  he went to the shop today and bailed out my car.  paid $20 more than i wanted him to, but he said he’d cover the extra money.  all i have to give him is what i was willing to spend in the first place. 🙂
NOW all we have to do is get another tow truck to come pick the thing up and take it to the other shop.  *sigh*  i spent almost $300 at AutoZone yesterday … i thought if i ever spent that much money in one place, it would either be for a arts and/or crafts project, or a trip to the mall.  actually, my bet would’ve been on the arts & crafts more than clothes … i can never quite justify spending any significant amount of money on clothes; it makes me feel so guilty, somehow.  even when it’s for something important – an interview, lets say? – the color-comentator in the back of my head starts whispering you don’t really need that … jon will yell at you for spending money on clothes/shoes … new clothes won’t do you any good anyway … everything looks bad on you or doesn’t fit, why bother?  yeah, the voice in my head hates me.
oh – have i mentioned the new diet i’m on?  it’s called the "stress-out-so-much-you-don’t-even-have-to-go-to-the-gym-because-your-body-starts-eating-itself" diet.  it’s working wonders for my figure … i’m losing the tummy i redeveloped at the end of the semester.  my muscles and joints are screaming at me, and i’ve had a headache almost constantly for 5 days straight, but hey!  i’ve probably lost about 4 pounds already!  {does the Happy Dance then sits down and cries}
i’m so tired …