Life’s kick

Life is so harsh to me. I also wanted a caring father , loving mother and loyal boyfriend. But everyone is just the opposite. When I was in 10th standard i tried to cut my veins. I failed. People call these type of people coward. I don’t know what will I see more in life.

I’ve started writing in this social open diary just to feel less sad. Right now I feel like my future is shaking. I can’t see any way to be happy. Ok! If I achieve my goal in career, will I be happy?

I don’t have any reason to be happy. God is also very selfish. He had taken everything from me. Am I a very bad girl?

This loneliness is eating my soul . I don’t feel like live anymore. I can’t even suicide. Because I want to live and be happy . From where I see hope I don’t know ! My mind need peace and my body need rest now.